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belph the banana ([personal profile] axilium) wrote2018-07-21 09:37 pm
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week 6; saturday ( dragon )

[he should've confessed. he should've confessed. he should've confessed.

the thought runs like a mantra through belph's head. he feels like he's about go insane—he has, for a long time, and now he's on the brink.

but too many people are, already. he has to hold it together. this situation is salvageable; it has to be.]


Dragon!
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[The door that Belph summons today is different.

It leads to a treasure room it seems - mountains of gold, jewels, and artifacts welcome him. In one corner, in an ornate chair, there is Dragon. Rather than the way that she sits in her throne, composed and certain, she's pulled her knees up to her chest, skirts fall over the chair like a waterfall as she seems enraptured with a crystal ball that sits on a table in front of her. It plays scenes from today's trial, over and over, until the images cloud when he approaches.

When she turns to him, she moves to sit up properly, trying and failing to school her expression into something more composed.]


Belph....
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
It's not.

[She breathes out at that, like she's reminding herself of the same.]

Not yet. As long as no one faction is entirely eliminated....
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[She shakes her head.]

I did not say that. Objectives are - they are more ink. They are beneficial, regardless. As long as seven of each kind are completed, you do not need to fret.

[ . . . ]

Please, take care of yourself. And each other. We may still reach a happy ending.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
[She thinks about this, brow furrowing as she tries to determine what her limits are.]

... if you would like me to do it after execution tomorrow, in your name so that you may be anonymous, it will come at the cost of half an answer as it requires my involvement.

Should you be able to wait until Monday, and simply post the letter on your own while no one is looking, then you may do so for free.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods.]

You may do that if you choose.

... please be kind to her, as well.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Her expression turns partially wry.]

... you are all doing your best, and for that reason, I am unfortunately fond of all of you despite all of my best efforts.

But some have lost more dearly than others, and so I hope you take care of them to the best of your abilities.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[She watches him quietly.]

If I had thought you made a mistake, I would have told you upon your entry.

Do not bask in self-loathing because you cannot control the choices of others.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods.]

You could have.

But we do not know if that would have changed anything. If people cared for you too much to vote for you, or if you did win the vote, and suddenly we would lose one more person working hard to bring us to a happy ending.

I would have missed you, if you had gone.

I know that I would not have been alone.

Ruminate, if you must, but trials do not end the way they do via the actions of one individual alone.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
... you are not alone, Belph.

It is not on you alone.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
No - but you have people you can rely on.

I admire individual action... but moving forward requires coordination and discussion.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods.]

... we are close to the end.

We will make sure it is a fortunate one.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Without hesitation:]

I would rather kill her and then myself.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[She shakes her head.]

It is a fact, not some kind of heroic announcement.

But do not rely on that - it is not possible for me to take such action, as much as I would like to.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
I am.

[But she raises one shoulder in a half shrug.]

Though I understand that those are merely words - I would prove to you my intentions if I could, but I can do nothing until the ink is in my hands.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[She does.

Instead of Belph being able to open the door himself, the door appears and Dragon opens it herself, standing at the doorway in a sleeping gown instead of her usual elaborate dress.

A slow, slow blink.]


Belph.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods....]

Very well.

It is...?
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Her expression is carefully even - ]

... seeking confirmation of this now will elapse your half answer.

Is that acceptable?
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
[look they tried

but at that, Dragon smiles - a tired smile - but she does.

There's a nod.]


... you do not need to worry.

All factions completed a minimum of seven objectives some time ago. You've all done well in that regard.
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[personal profile] themodsgrimm 2018-07-22 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods.]

... I understand. If you need anything else, call again. Within the next thirty minutes, or if it can wait until tomorrow morning would be preferred.

Rest when you can.

[She'll move to close the door again.]

Good night, Belph.