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week 7; saturday ( letter )
[cw: suicidal thoughts]
Dear Uncle,
There's so much I could say, but let's get straight to it.
I've left you. I can't tell you how: the explanation of what happened to me would sound so surreal that you wouldn't believe me. I'll give you a helpful tip and tell you not to bother looking for Elcia, since you won't find her. I've made sure of that. On the other hand, if you want to waste your resources, feel free.
You might've always known that it would come down to this. I wanted to die — you knew that. To be honest, I won't say that I don't still. I've realized that I haven't really grown up over the last ten years. I've remained stagnant since that day. Even now, the idea of facing the world terrifies me.
Still, I think it's time for me to grow up.
There's no place for me back home. I don't agree with you, and I never will. I can't be the person you wanted me to be. So, I'm running away entirely.
I'm sorry that things came down to this. We won't be seeing each other ever again, so take care. I wish you happiness. Now, I'm leaving to find mine.
Sincerely,
Belph
Dear Uncle,
There's so much I could say, but let's get straight to it.
I've left you. I can't tell you how: the explanation of what happened to me would sound so surreal that you wouldn't believe me. I'll give you a helpful tip and tell you not to bother looking for Elcia, since you won't find her. I've made sure of that. On the other hand, if you want to waste your resources, feel free.
You might've always known that it would come down to this. I wanted to die — you knew that. To be honest, I won't say that I don't still. I've realized that I haven't really grown up over the last ten years. I've remained stagnant since that day. Even now, the idea of facing the world terrifies me.
Still, I think it's time for me to grow up.
There's no place for me back home. I don't agree with you, and I never will. I can't be the person you wanted me to be. So, I'm running away entirely.
I'm sorry that things came down to this. We won't be seeing each other ever again, so take care. I wish you happiness. Now, I'm leaving to find mine.
Sincerely,
Belph