[ it was obviously a joke but hikage's still frowning. ]

I'm not doing that anymore... No, I can't do that anymore. [ even if he tried to go back to living that way, he doesn't think he'd be able to enjoy it the way he used to - he's been forced to remember that there's more to life, and now he has people he doesn't want to let down, too. ] ... I don't like being kidnapped. They should deal with the consequences of their actions or try harder to blend in if they don't want to be treated differently.